Rant # 29: A Sweet Reply

you know what? this is all i can say... FUCK
YOU!!! How dare you talking to me that way? it's
as if you've known me for so long yet in fact
we've just known each other for quite some
time...
anyway, you know what's the problem with you?
you're so OA!!! as in overreactive!!! i really
didn't do anything that BAD... what have i done?
i just gave your number to somebody who's so
kulit... and so what? you feel like pinagtabuyan?
my gosh!!! it wasn't really my intention but you
preempted me... so fine...
and one thing... pinaasa ba kita? hello... did i
read it right? ano pala pinagsasabi ko sayo dati?
meron ba? sorry ha... but i can't remember myself
saying something na nagpaasa sayo. if what you
mean is our relationship to work for a longer
period of time then, it was you who called it
off. it wasn't me. so it was you who created your
own nightmare. and akala ko ba you're open to all
possibilities? you should've readied yourself to
the possibility na hindi talaga tayo magtatagal
given that we're not obvioulsy meant for each
other as mandated and sa chat lang tayo
nagkakilala.
speaking og RICKY, congrats!!! di sana naging
kayo kung di dahil sa kin. hope your relationship
with him will last long. mabait talaga yon that's
why when he asked your number to me, though i had
doubt if i would give it, pero since he's my
friend and that i believe hindi ka niya aagawin
sa akin, so binigay ko. but again, you put some
dirty color to what i did. and again, fine.
and speaking about that love love stuff... i
don't believe that it was really love. as far as
i know, love is not jealous... it is kind... it
doesn't hold grudge... doesn't preempt... and it
accepts... but what you showed me said it's far
to be called as love... true indeed that you're
kind but you hold grudge, you preempt and all...
to be honest too, i didn't love you. i was trying
to love you then... it was somehow developed but
it was prevented... and thanks... nakakasakal
ka!!!
if di ako that beautiful then... bakit ka
nakipagrelasyon sa kin? and... i don't care kung
ano tingin mo sa kin... if im beautful or not...
wala akong pakialam... bakit ikaw? you're not
that good looking too... and one thing, hindi ako
nagyayabang... im just being true to myself as
what you want me to be. BAHALA KA!!!
punta ka nalang sa mga friends mo and your
family... they know what's the best for you...
siguro nga, kaya di ka nagkakaroon ng mga
magagandang relationship is because, di rin
maganda ang relationship mo with your family and
friends. it reflects. fix yourself first...
and sorry to tell this, DI AKO TAKOT SA KARMA! I
already conditioned myself to that thing... sana
ikaw na condition na rin... i was also being hurt
for times na before and siguro turn ko na ngayon
para manakit... hehehe... you know what i did
when that happened to me? i turned to my friends
and family... and i was just lucky to have such a
wonderful circle of friends and family kasi they
didn't turn their back the moment i needed them
the most.
bye...

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Hahahaha... I can't believe I said this. A LAUGH-OUT-LOUD FOR THIS!!!