MY SHELL: Where I Keep On Ranting

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I always thought that I’ve A PERFECT LIFE. But one thing that I’ve discovered as I go along with life is this, that there can never be such thing as PERFECT. Some things in life will just make us cry, sad, alone but in the long run they will make us smile and happy. Life is just amazing. I was wrong. The beauty of life lies within its IMPERFECTION. The least that I can do is MASTER THE FACT THAT NO ONE CAN LIVE LIFE PERFECTLY.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Rant # 24: A Not-So-Ideal Person

Is the person that I honestly fall in love with.

This is an ideal guy for me:

1. Chinito
2. White skinned
3. Smooth
4. Doesn't smoke
5. Drinks occassionally
6. Doesn't lie
7. Romantic/Sweet
8. Kinda serious
9. Cute
10. PERFECT!

Right now, I'm attached and ahmm... ok... should I say, In love (?) with someone who's

1. Almond eyed
2. Moreno
3. Rough
4. Smoker
5. Drinker
6. He hates this but I always tell him this - LIER!
7. Cold or should I say, coldest
8. Easy going
10. Definitely NOT CUTE
11. IMPERFECT!

But the thing is, I'm falling in love for that NOT-S0-IDEAL-PERSON. I get so attracted to him even though he's not at all attractive. Ahm... I don't know but being with him definitely makes my day complete. And though the NOT-SO-IDEAL-PERSON that I'm talking about is not anymore my BF (hmmm) but just being with him talking about nonsense stuff indeed makes my day.

Kilig. Yes. I regret conceding to the idea of giving off our relationship before. I should've understood him. But it doesn't matter though, I can still hug him and sleep and walk and dine with him even if we do not anymore call ourselves lovers.

Do we always fall for someone who's not our ideal? Does it always have to be like that? Or it's just that, LOVE JUST MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS? Hmmmm... (grin)

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