Rant # 30: Peste!!!

I found this in my FRIENDSTER BLOG. I wrote this when I was in college. I think I was so mad with a groupmate that time. I can still remember who the person I am referring to in the blog was but I already forgot the reason why I hated her that much.

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GRRRRRR… 100x

This is what I wanted to say to them:

If you think you’re working then so be it. I am working too. You can’t say all the things done can completely be attributed to your work because for one, all of us exerted effort over it. I haven’t been able to sleep too just to research for resources for us to be able to understand the subject we’re supposeD to do. Don’t count what you’ve done coz that might turn back against you. What have you done anyway? BUY MATERIALS THERE AT UYANGUREN? I CAN DO THAT!!! IF YOU THINK IT’S BEYOND YOUR CAPACITY AND THAT IT REALLY IS A BIG DEAL FOR YOU, THEN YOU SHOULD’VE TOLD ME COZ I’LL BE SO MUCH WILLING TO DO THAT INSTEAD. YOU SAID, YOU’RE HERE IN SCHOOL AS EARLY AS 10:00. TO TELL YOU, I’M HERE AS EARLY AS 6:43 IN THE MORNING. AND BESIDES, YOU SHOULD NOT TAKE THAT AGAINST US BECAUSE TO BEGIN WITH, THE PLAN IS CLEAR: WE WILL BE MEETING AT 1 PM. AND DON’T THINK YOU HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WORK EVER. IF YOU’LL TRY TO LOOK AT YOUR WORK THEY’RE REALLY TRASHY. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOU THROWING ON SIDE COMMENTS AGAINST ANYBODY. WHAT I CAN’T ACCEPT IS THE FACT THAT YOU GET ANGRY IF ONE WILL DO THAT TO YOU. DO NOT DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU DO NOT WANT OTHERS DO UNTO YOU. I APPRECIATE YOUR BEING AUTHORITATIVE BUT I GUESS IT’S ALREADY TOO MUCH. MUCH AIR IS GETTING IN YOUR BRAINS NOW. THAT’S NOT GOOD. OTHER PEOPLE HAVE BEEN COMPLAINING THE SAME THING.

SECOND, I WON’T ASK FOR APOLOGY TO SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW IN THE FIRST PLACE I’VE COMMITTED. IF YOU THINK IT’S OKRAY THEN THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK. YOU’RE SOOO NARROW MINDED THAT YOU CAN’T TAKE JOKES AND CAN’T DIFFERENTIATE ONE FROM OKRAY. IF PEOPLE WILL BE ASKED IF IT’S OKRAY OR WHAT-HAVE-YOU, THEY MIGHT PROBABLY ANSWER IT’S NOT. IT WAS JUST A COMMNENT AND A SILLY COMMENT FOR THAT MATTER. ONLY SILLY PEOPLE WILL TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY. SECOND, I DON’T THINK IT’S INAPPROPRIATE FOR AN EDUCATED LADY OR COLEGIALA OR ELITE FOR THAT, TO ANSWER A QUESTION SARCASTICALLY IF IT’S ASKED IN A NICE MANNER. YOUR TEACHER MIGHT HAVE TAUGHT YOU PROPER MANNER AND CONDUCT. WE WERE NOT TAUGHT ABOUT IT IN ELEMENTARY BUT I KNOW. EVERYBODY KNOWS ABOUT IT EVEN THE MOST ILLITERATE PERSON LIVING. I DON’T WANT CHAOS. I JUST CAN’T TAKE IT ANY LONGER. AND IF IT CALLS FOR ME TO RESPOND TO IT THEN I WILL.

I MIGHT NOT BE AS INTELLIGENT AS (YOU THINK) YOU ARE. BUT I HAVE THE DETERMINATION TO EXTEND MY HELP AS MUCH AS I CAN. IF YOU DON’T NEED ME THEN BETTER TELL IT DIRECTLY TO ME. I’LL BE SO MUCH WILLING TO GO THAN CAUSE YOU HEADACHE.

HONESTLY… THIS IS WHAT I FEEL:

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW, TIME WILL COME: WHAT YOU’RE DOING WILL TURN BACK TO YOU AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES, THAT WILL BE A HUNDRED TIMES WORST THAN WHAT YOU DID.

MIND IT.